Yeah Yeah, you might be thinking that I might pull off some freaking anti-religious jokes here, But no sir, I
ain’t gonna be doing that. This tale is more like why I do not believe in religion or God at larger scale or why I do not visit temples, mosques or churches more often? But the truth is I am not against other people’s faith, I respect religion and the belief of the existence of a God, but I won’t see myself to be a religious person and see myself more as an atheist and no, I ain’t no Anti-Christ or Anti-religious or Anti-Government, I just stay out of this whole religion and political business, for a reason. But to be honest, I only believe in the existence of a supreme spirit, one entity that had created the universe and us and runs the whole show.
So why is that? I wasn’t always like this you know? Matter of fact I used to go to any religious events, but at the age of ten when I was at Goalpara, I saw the atrocities of animal sacrifices and blood bath by a Kali Saadhak. The gruesome scene of 30 something Goat getting slaughtered and a siege getting drenched in blood made me sick and vomit.
At the age of 15 however, things were getting more twisted, in an around my locality and I wanted to rebel, but my hands were tied. This oppression gave rise to an anarchist as well as an atheistic mind-set. Not only religious hypocrisy, I built intolerance for any kind of hypocrisy and anything illegal, and this sir, had cost me a hell lot. Being legal and honest had a price to pay as if it was some kind of sin.
I tried to help people get legal, but what can I say, a sheep will be sheep always, and so for this reason I had to lose many chances of holding onto a freaking job for long time.
And so, this is the reason that, I have become a freaking social basket case? If not a social rebel or anarchist.