You might have taken a wild guess that, this boy was no less than the devil’s advocate, from the previous episodes but thing is I was never in league with the devil and never will be, but part of me knows that he has control over my soul.
Now after all those heebie-jeebies from school life,
relationship drama, losing my best friend, office politics, betrayals and Ugh list is long….. So after all that let’s disclose why I live my life more as a comedy now then a tragedy? You know? Someone once told me that, It’s better to live like a practical joker, in the world of social media morons, because you know sonny? A section of the society will argue about whether the glass is half empty or half full, but you and I are the one who will just sip the god damn beer and move on to have a good time. Back in Higher secondary itself I established a fonding for dark comedy and black humour from the movies like The Dark Knight and Pirates of The Caribbean series as well as anti-heroic like persona from movies like V For Vendetta. Also I have been a huge fan of practical comedians like Jim Carry and Morgan Freeman, honestly they could go savage sometimes and so towards the end of my graduation years I was called, “The Sweet Kamina” for my antics. So yeah I could get savage with my jokes, but deep down I am kind of sad and lonely much like how Jim Carry, Late. Robin Williams and Morgan Freeman lived their lives once and battled or gave up to depression.
But one thing I learned that, the more you laugh and more savage you get with your punch lines, more chances are there that you might be becoming more happier. But being funny and sounding funny are different things, because in the modern age if you try real hard to sound funny, one section might be Booing you or other section might run at you with axes and knives, because being a joker is not that easy. A satire enthusiast or a comedian must learn to convert his tragedies into comedies.
If you look at stand-up comedians like Zakir Khan, Bhuvan Bam or Ashis Chanchalani, deep down they
looks tragic and frustrated but on the outside these guys are having fun and going with the flow and entertaining us.
So yes, as the famous lines by Arthur Fleck goes something like, I thought before that my life was a tragedy, but now it’s a comedy, I could say the same for myself that, On the outside I wear a mask to look like I am smiling, but deep down slowly for help I am Crying, and fighting!
the real face revealed with your lines